back to the city

Its been about two weeks post my New York City trip.
Its something captivating about the craziness of the city: the hustle, the fast pace, the rats garbage cleaners.
Everyone seems to be in route to somewhere or completing a deadline.
As crazy and intense the city is, its the perfect drug to forget all your problems, concerns, and doubts.
You enter the city with your personal baggage, but leave with a lighter load and a slight no nonsense mentality.
Only 7 days spent throughout the city, I obtained a slight "New York City State of Mind".
No nonsense, being ahead of time, dressing chic, making "it" happen, and enjoying life is what I'm learning to live by.
A week can influence you, but it takes a journey to change you.
Let the voyage be in sight.

Look for some interesting post of my Alternative Break Trip to NYC!

new york city | Tumblr (clipped to polyvore.com)

the monster inside me

      my  heart is beating

    a bit  fasther than usual

  is this a mood

 or a  feeling

                                    
Its funny how the smallest thing can trigger the truth that is festoring inside of you.  It could be a music video, a phrase or simply, a smell.  All it takes is one glance and your immediately hook, its replaying in your head over and over! All you can imagine is what use to be and what could have been.  Its almost like a parasite, it seeps through an opening and controls your body.  Its the monster living inside of you.  No matter how you try to focus and direct your mind else where, its a big stop sign holding you in back.  The biggest hand in the middle of my chest and the hardest rock to move.  All you want to do is break through it and see what it will be.  Its not that you are holding on to the past but your dwelling on the possible future.