Feeling for Summer in NYC

I've been longing to spend my summer days in NYC.

Brunch in Brooklyn.

Strolling down Lenox in Harlem.

Blasting Marvin Gaye in my beats.

Just wait on it,

I'll be there!

Rita Ora

the amazing rita ora!

being in London has shown me the absolute fashion these people own

be different

be creative

be yourself

and own it

the monster inside me

      my  heart is beating

    a bit  fasther than usual

  is this a mood

 or a  feeling

                                    
Its funny how the smallest thing can trigger the truth that is festoring inside of you.  It could be a music video, a phrase or simply, a smell.  All it takes is one glance and your immediately hook, its replaying in your head over and over! All you can imagine is what use to be and what could have been.  Its almost like a parasite, it seeps through an opening and controls your body.  Its the monster living inside of you.  No matter how you try to focus and direct your mind else where, its a big stop sign holding you in back.  The biggest hand in the middle of my chest and the hardest rock to move.  All you want to do is break through it and see what it will be.  Its not that you are holding on to the past but your dwelling on the possible future.